Triggered by mom

2021.10.18 02:52 marie3131 Triggered by mom

I don’t know why but nowadays I feel bothered by my mom. I believe she was emotionally abusive to me in the past (recently, but nothings happened lately) I feel like she got away with it too. She acts like nothing happens and ignores things, until time passes and she acts like everything is ok now. I feel like so much has happened but she constantly ignores anything bad that happens. It gets to a point I start to forget about it too. Yet I don’t like being around her, even if I’m in my room away from her but I can hear her, I feel bothered. I feel uncomfortable sometimes especially when I’m out with her, and in the car with her. And if I’m going through something and I’m sad or in a bad mood, I really feel uncomfortable around her. There has been many times on the past I was sad about something, or I cried in front of her or was stressed about something and she ignored me or reacted by being angry. I told her I needed help one time and she ignored it… and people always say to speak up, cause no one can guess what you’re feeling right ? She goes on everyday like nothing ever happens. I don’t know why I feel like this when I’m around her. It’s just her. I haven’t talked to anyone about anything going on with my mom. But I deal with this everyday. I think its affecting me more than I know. I don’t know what to do (therapy is too expensive)
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2021.10.18 02:52 RiiguyHATESHFUNDS Mexican Company Launches Blockchain-Powered COVID-19 Test Certificates

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2021.10.18 02:52 pewpsies What should the size of meals and snacks be?

We just weaned off formula and are kind of stressing out about giving our baby enough to eat through the day. Currently we're doing 3 meals, 2 snacks, milk after the snacks and dinner, with water throughout the day (for the last couple of days). We were just talking and thinking that we may be accidentally giving the baby 5 meals instead because we're nervous about him not eating enough. So what is recommended for the amount of food? I found unicef saying 3/4-1 cup of food each meal, but also that you should give them 5 meals? And I can't find any other information about this. So please! Help these two stressed out parents and provide some resources if possible for the amount that meals and snacks should be. Thank you!!
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2021.10.18 02:52 dilettantedebrah Children snatched from mothers in Congo by colonial Belgium seek compensation

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2021.10.18 02:52 artist-needs-ideas Fate

if you want to skip all the fluff just go to the end. tldr; I feel like fate is telling me I should just stay a dude.
Do any of you guys believe in fate? last year I decided to try and curb my indecisiveness. I started flipping a coin for any decision that I was on the fence on. the common knowledge for flipping a coin is that if you're on the fence for something while the coin is in the air you'll figure out what you want and they'll be what you want and that normally works for me unless I can't figure out what I want or it's a decision between something that would probably be bad for me or something else like junk food and it hasn't steered me wrong yet I'm working out more getting up going to sleep at more correct times But then sometimes it's for large decision
While I can definitely say that I wanted to transition, the social implications and Myriad of other issues (primarily stemming from my body and family.) I've had severely scary. this might be an issue with any trans woman but, I don't think that I could ever actually look feminine I look in the mirror and my face is square and my body is a rectangle. I shaved everything and I loved it but everyone took notice. I don't think I've ever been good enough at makeup to cover things up.
I've been having the stereotypical dreams since I was in the end of Middle School. What do you say when you have an identical twin who’s not really made any indication that he doesn’t want to be a man. I had a good week-long dream about being a girl and having a crush on a guy that believe the crap out of me. Everything that I used to think about would be I probably be happier if I was a girl. they were other things, I thought my family would like me better if I was a girl I thought I'd get popular but in general the things that were normal for women felt better to me. but the one time my little brother shaved his legs because my mom did half the family called him on it.
I think the situation for the last year is whenever I do my coin toss I know what I want but it always comes up the opposite without fail. I'm not a religious person. I would not say I believe in any God. But I feel like the coin toss and working at a casino has made me believe in some kind of fate. kind of like the whole Marvel Universe sacred timeline bulshit. this is my second time giving up I think it's my last because if I think I'm going to lose half my family if i try to be happy. the two people that I tried to talk to about transition, that aren't my therapist, essentially tole me it’d be miserable. what if fate is telling me that I'm just supposed to be a guy.
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2021.10.18 02:52 ZestyDolphin Need one for an 8 person ESPN league, comment for the link.

8 Man head to head categories league, no buy in, free. Trying to schedule the draft for 10pm EST.
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2021.10.18 02:52 tdmopar67 Support your local butcher

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2021.10.18 02:52 Lifeform42 Battle Round 1: Equestrain

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2021.10.18 02:52 will_dizzle Why do so many punt plays come with a delay of game penalty?

It happened a ton this week. I know that it's useful in attempting to draw an offsides penalty, but it seems like the success rate is like 10% or less. Is it because the punter doesn't mind getting pushed further back because it's less likely to result in a touchback? I would think a good punter could control distance a bit better, but curious to know.
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2021.10.18 02:52 KoYsP3R Game crashes after taking hatch

This is the second time my game has crashed in the post game screen after taking hatch
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2021.10.18 02:52 Zachary_Stone Help Fixing Power Fantasy?

I've been told that my most recent writing project comes across as a self insert power fantasy. I've been ripping my hair out trying to find fix it, and I was hoping that someone here would have some advice for me.
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2021.10.18 02:52 Anxious-Librarian-29 [ON-GTA][H] EVGA 3060 XC looking to upgrade to 3070ti, 3080 or 3080ti [W] Trade

Hi there,
I'm looking to trade my lightly used EVGA 3060 XC for a 3070ti, 3080 or 3080ti. Willing to pay the difference of price in cash. Prefer NIB.
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2021.10.18 02:52 _peace_unlimited_ Yesterday was a glorious fall day. A collection of fall colors from the Eastside

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2021.10.18 02:52 Impertinence_ [USA-CA] [H] PayPal, Local Cash [W] MSI RTX 2060 Super Gaming X BOX ONLY

I bought a second hand card without a box and I just want a box for my shelf. PM me offers please.
Local is 92128.
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2021.10.18 02:52 Spare_Common_844 Oil Chage?

Any recommendations on where to get an oil change??
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2021.10.18 02:52 Ok-Position1698 Coyotes on the hunt in DT Ballard, 2a.m. Sunday

I haven't seen one in my driveway since I moved in over two years ago, but I've seen reports of them getting as close as 58/17th before dark this past summer. I came out early Sunday and, as usual, checked the shadows in the driveway and neighboring yard as best I could. The dog immediately broke right to the squirrel tree just off our porch and my ear caught the bell of the neighbor cat's collar bell, (b/w kitty from an earlier post) running off beyond my greenhouse to his home at the same time my eye caught movement in the yard. I heeled the dog to the porch and said to my fiance, mistakenly, "raccoon". I stepped off the porch into the driveway and peered into the darkness about 50 yds to see a loping silhouette I'll never mistake for a dog again go onto the sidewalk - "Coyote. Dog inside"; that's when I saw the second one, a female, go directly past the driveway out of my line of sight, so I go down the driveway for a better look. The female is directly in front of our building, looking across the street; I follow her gaze to her mate across the street - striking a slim fox-like silhouette to her smaller, bulkier frame. And then the bitch turned her head and looked right at me, about 10 feet behind her(stupidly), AND CAME RIGHT TF FOR ME - but like I had treats?!?! I hightailed it tf back inside, just then remembering the cat. The last time this happened, there was also an oblivious neighbor cat nearby. But now, some assholes have been coming by in the night for several months and spreading vegetables and fruit around "to feed the rabbits" no matter how much I ask them to stop. It may feed the rabbits, but it definitely feeds rats and it creates lots of coyote food, which includes all these cats y'all insist on letting wander around. Every time I see a lost cat poster in Ballard, I wonder if folks who let their cats run around think the natural order of things only applies when their cat is doing the killing. See, I used to live in W. Seattle at a time when people were regularly coming outside in the morning to find half of their cat laying in their yard (and they blamed it on satanists at first, lol), and the coyotes have used the train tracks as a highway system to move all around the city since then. It's not meant to harass you. It's not out of some anti-cat agenda. You shouldn't feed wild animals of ant kind, and because some people DO, you should absolutely keep your been-a-pet-all-its-life-eating-Friskies-and-never-seen-an-actual-predator house cat tf inside after dark if you don't wanna find half the mofo one morning. I really don't wanna come across half your cat. I will absolutely shovel the remains and go about my business and not say a word while you put up posters and look for the mofo for the next 8 months. Been saying this too damned long
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2021.10.18 02:52 DealsPoster 1-Year GameStop PowerUp Rewards Pro Membership w/ $10 Reward Bonus - $10 (Discount at checkout)

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2021.10.18 02:52 Hodl_Onto_Your_Bits Hearing explosion while INSIDE of bunker?

So just now I am inside my bunker, when I get removed from the session (e.g. everyone else is shown as having "left" the session) and I am on my own. While I do sometimes purposefully make solo public lobbies this time I did not do so on purpose. Either way, after everyone had already left the session, I hear a nearby explosion while still inside the bunker. I double-check the player list and I am still the only one in the session. Is that a random event you can just get inside the bunker or what? It's very odd.
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2021.10.18 02:52 Nebaby INTP or ESFJ?

• can come up with a lot of ideas, but they are always usually heavily inspired by things i have seen in the past
• like to think of ways to make their process easier and will prefer to try an idea that seems more efficient for something
• love brainstorming ideas, but not so much executing them ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________
excerpts from this post.
"my mom is an ISFJ
she'll stick to a tried and true method of doing something, even if it takes her ages to do it.
writing down every single line of a word document before even considering trying to find an easier or a faster way of doing something.
meanwhile, i'll have an idea of 'instead of filling out every single word in this document by hand, i bet i could try and convert this PDF file to a word document and edit the things out from there', when i try to do something like that it annoys her"
"i can get lost for weeks, sometimes months, making entire plot-lines for comics or developing a project in my mind and only draw a picture of a single character or execute 2% of the idea.
i like going on long car rides because it gives me a lot of time to think about my ideas and refine them."
"i come up with ideas easily but they usually arise from content i have consumed in the past (which leads me to believe i have aux Si).
i'm very hard on myself with that, not being original enough with the ideas i come up with, feeling like i'm stealing someone else's work."
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2021.10.18 02:52 Financial_Fig_5334 [NA] tier 1 looking for top and mid for clash

IGN: TSM Kiyoto
we have discord
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2021.10.18 02:52 datahistory Slow mo Coins | Relax Video | Sounds of Coin Drop

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2021.10.18 02:52 T0ManyTakenUsernames Of the over 100,000 registered voters in Gyumri, only 24,500 participated in the municipality elections

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2021.10.18 02:52 Molliemaie Kai, Me, watercolour and pencil, 2021

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2021.10.18 02:52 JDub763 Lost all the money I had saved

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2021.10.18 02:52 Possible_Abrocoma_22 China stuns US with ‘space nuke’ launch

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